Today I found myself staring in utter
disbelief at the calender. I couldn't believe it was already
December. What sick joke is this? Where did my year go?? What
was my New Year's Resolution again?
I've been a little blue
this holiday season. Bored. And Uninspired. I know in my heart that
only I can make me un-bored or un-uninspired (mouthful!), but I just
seem to do the same things over and over again anyways.
to
Commit myself to becoming an inspired person.
I
will be a person who Does What makes
her
Come alive
inside
I am
Awake. I am Alive. I am Inspired, dang it!
I
have gotten a bit lazy with the things that really matter in my life
and let myself get bored. I sit down to write and then, magically,
three episodes of Fringe later, it's time for bed. Then, I complain
about not having time to do things that make me happy (though,
admittedly that is a good show...).
How does that math add up? I have been doing things that have been
lulling myself into the doldrums. Well,
no more, missy.
No
need to wait for a magic kiss, I am snapping out of this waking
slummer on my own, I do declare!